Suddenly, every page is all about you

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I wonder why everything changed like a sudden wave. I wonder why, too. I never meant that it would happen anytime soon. I never wanted my thoughts to be more consumed, my days to be clouded, and my nights to be restless without you in my life.

But It happened suddenly like something was not in my hands either.

It happened so quietly and suddenly that every page was about you before I knew it.

You were not in my life for so long; you are not the person I needed when I came to this world, but you are something I need now as my important background genre to listen to. You were just a stranger I was meeting. The day we connected, I could not feel that you would be mine forever for the rest of my life. But then I just woke up, and everything changed.

Your voice became the one I always wanted to hear, and your presence is the one I need. You slip into my thoughts whenever I whisper something different, and suddenly, you are everywhere.

Every song seemed to remind me of you; every moment felt empty if you were not with me. It was like my entire life has been shifted from me to you, everything revolved around you.

I find myself more controlled by your thoughts and actions. While brushing my teeth, I am searching for you, walking anywhere, staring out the window. Your name has become my echo, which I need to listen to and be positive every day.

I tried to fight it for myself every time, saying that it would not be fair to give everything to someone, but now it’s not my choice; it has become my habit.

You became my story I couldn’t put down, the dream I didn’t want to wake up from. I started writing about you, filling pages with thoughts I could never say out loud, with the feeling I couldn’t share.

"Each word was a piece of you."

I am writing a love story with happy endings, just endless chapters of longing and silence. You are the main character in my every story now. I didn't even expect that you would come into my life like a shining star and shine my whole world like this.

Suddenly, every page is about you, and I never want to stop writing about you. 

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